wait, what? im okay? what the hell was i thinking, im not okay... this is just going to make it next to impossible to trust anyone again. i was down and then i just got thrown on my face. this is so bad. this is gonna hurt me so much in the long run. i dont know how im gonna trust anyone anymore. why didnt i see it this time? i continue to trust these people and then i just get fucked in the end. im so god damned stupid... i just wanted to see something there. fuck it, i'm done................................