something bad happened to meri today... i feel something, i dunno what it is, i cant describe it. i dont know why i feel it. its such a wierd feeling. i think its helplessness, i want to help her but i cant. this isnt any of my business but i feel wierd.. i dunno even what to say about it. i dont think she knows that i care about her this much. she might think its dumb that i feel like this way, cause we havent known each other that long. i wish i could do something. this is all too familiar... i hope she doesnt think that im prying into her business... i didnt mean to. i just saw it. i dunno what else to say, so thats all.