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Friday, July 09, 2004
I'm comfortably confused, and you've gotten so removed
its been a while, but im not gonna recap everything, just the important stuff. i broke my leg while skating the north reading park a few days back. bummer. but i still get to chill with my friends and shiz, so its not all bad. i got a few cool gifts and some cash out of it too. i wont be skating for at least a month which really sucks cause i was on sort of a run with my skating, learning new tricks and start to step it up. oh well, i'll be able to skate in the fall which is my favorite time to skate anyway. oh yeah, and that's the big news: im not quitting, which was what my friends were worried about. as soon as these bones heal up, im gonna be out there doing even crazier shit than i was before, i cant wait. so besides that, we've been writing for adelaide and we're gonna start practice next week. i'll be handling bass and vocals, bryan will be playing lead guitar and vocals, john will be on backup guitar, and mark is drumming. i think that Ashfield is over, so we'll be able to concentrate on Adelaide and get some really good stuff down.. we're hoping to drop an EP in late september. i guess that's it. later, yo
Current Music
Gatsby's American Dream, "The Dragon of Pendor"
Taking Back Sunday, "Set Phasers to Stun"
Hot Rod Circuit, "Misled"
Brand New, "Jude Law and a Semester Abroad" (When's the last time you listened to Your Favorite Weapon? that's what i thought, go listen.)
My Chemical Romance, "It's Not a Fashion Statement, It's a Deathwish"
Posted at 2:56 pm by Atwood
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
whoever's writing comments, why dont you leave your name? if you're tough enough to write shit about me, then at least leave your name. or just hide behind your computer screen. your choice, but after this entry, your comments are gonna seem pretty lame unless you tell us who you are
Posted at 5:44 pm by Atwood
Sunday, June 20, 2004
nothing new to talk about right now, so here's one of those survey things
Y o u r C u r r e n t: :
Mood: bored, kinda lonely
Music: Taking Back Sunday, "A Decade Under the Influence (demo)"
Hair: wet (just got out of the shower)
Annoyance: trying to get in contact with meri, i think she's dodging my calls
Smell: Axe
Thing you ought to be doing: practicing with Ashfield, hanging out with someone
Favorite song(s): Shizzle, uhhh... The Movielife, "Jamestown"; Taking Back Sunday, "Timberwolves at New Jersy"; Taking Back Sunday, "You're So Last Summer"; The Spill Canvas, "All Hail the Heartbreaker"; Matchbook Romance, "Promise"; Dashboard Confessional, "Vindicated"; Blink-182, "Man Overboard"; Incubus, "Wish You Were Here"; Brand New, "Jaws Theme Swimming"; Fall Out Boy, "Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner"; Green Day, "You Lied"; JamisonParker, "Paper, Rock, Scissors"; Jimmy Eat World, "A Praise Chorus"; Kut U Up, "Destination"; Motion City Soundtrack, "My Favorite Accident"; Piebald, "Karate Chops for Everyone but Us"; The Postal Service, "Clark Gable"; Refused, "Refused Are Fucking Dead"; Saves the Day, "Holly Hox, Forget Me Nots"; Something Corporate, "Konstantine"; Thrice, "Stare at the Sun"; Thursday, "Cross Out the Eyes"; Thursday, "For the Workforce, Drowning"; Yovee, "Dreamer on the Run" and others
DAMN NIGGS, THAT'S A LOT OF SONGS
You Talked: Bryan
You Hugged: Meri, but that was like a week ago
Instant messaged: Eric
You Yelled At: Mark
Who Broke Your Heart: April
F a v o r i t e ::
Food: pfsh, i dunno
Drink: red bull, yo
Color: green
Album: Tie between Brand New, "Deja Entendu" and Taking Back Sunday, "Tell All Your Friends"
Shoes: Koston K1's
Candy: snickers
Animal: i dunno... fucking... i dunno... oh lets say, possum
TV Show: The Shield
Dance: WTF, mate?
Veggie: i dunno
Fruit: orange
Are You::
Understanding: yep
Open-minded: definitely
Arrogant: no way, yo
Insecure: yep
Hungry: yeah niggs
Friendly: yep
Smart: pfsh, e=mc2, bitch
Moody: sometimes
Depressed: sometimes
Childish: hell's yeah
Independent: yeah
Hard working: nope!
Organized: nope
Healthy: i'm not un-healthy
Emotionally Stable: pfsh, no!
Shy: not usually
Difficult: i guess so
Bored Easily: VERY easily
Messy: yeah
Thirsty: nah
Responsible: nope
Obsessed: with...?
Angry: not right now
Sad: sorta
Trusting: ermmm... not anymore, no
Talkative: usually
Different: i guess so
Unique: yeah
Ignored: sometimes
Reliable: yeah
Content: not right now
Optimistic: no
Thinker: yeah
Self-disciplined: eh
Sleepy: nope
Lonely: yeah
Who Do You Want To:
Kill: oh shit, niggs...
Get Really Drunk With: Bryan and Mark
Tickle: tickle, WTF, MATE??
Talk to: meri... thats not gonna happen though
V i t a l * S t a t s //
name and what does your name mean: mike, i dont know
Nickames: pucc, puches (haha,mark's fucking retard!)
Location: Massachusetts
Sign: i dunno
Hair color: brown
Eye color: brown
Status: single
Education: highschool
height: err... i dunno
Shoe size: 11
Nationality: Italian/Irish
Skin color: white, niggs!
School: ahs
F a v o r i t e s::
[music] post-emo post-punk post-hardcore
[artist] Blink-182/Brand New
[movies] Old School, Halloween
[smell] that lilu shizzle
[taste] i dunno
H a v e Y o u E v e r ::
Lied: uhh, yeah
Ran away:nope
Done drugs: if alcohol counts?
Drank alcohol: oh, nevermind
Broke a bone: nope
Failed a class: yep
Been in a fist fight: yep
Dyed your hair: yep
Gotten in a car accident: yeah
Been out of the country: yes
Met a famous person: i met all of brand new, it was sick
Driven illegally: yep
Thrown a temper tantrum: probably
Been suspended: yeah, with mark
Been expelled: nope
Given the finger: uhhh yeah
Rebelled against authority: sure?
Been in jail: nah
Posted at 11:08 am by Atwood
Friday, June 18, 2004
I'll keep my jealousy close cause it's all mine
alright, my other image wasn't working correctly, so I decided to add yet another new picture to my heading. the band is Further Seems Forever, i got the picture from their website and used a photo editor to give it a warm, soft hue. i think it looks really cool. not much to update about. me and bryan skipped 4th block yesterday and painted the skatepark which wasnt a too bad way to spend our afternoon. it was fun. i think i'm gonna go to the opening next Tuesday. i'm gonna see if meri wants to do something this weekend, cause we're kinda back on speaking terms. i dont even think she noticed that we ever weren't on speaking terms. besides that, finals are almost done- monday's my last day of sophmore year! hell's yeah, nooka. i dunno what i'm doing tonight. probably not skating, cause it's fucking raining. pretty gay. i dunno, we'll figure something out. oh yeah, and happy 16th birthday to mark. oh shit, i almost forgot, i'm going to the warped tour for free! i'm gonna be working at the Player420 clothing booth. if you're gonna be there, make sure you stop by!
Current Music
Fall Out Boy, "Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner"
Taking Back Sunday, "A Decade Under the Influence"
The Spill Canvas, "The Tide"
Yovee, "Dreamer on the Run"
Posted at 8:06 am by Atwood
Monday, June 14, 2004
You've got me right where you want me...
okay, so i broke my blogdrive heading while trying to make it more "summer" feeling. so while i was fixing it, i decided to add a whole new heading. if you don't recognize the band in the photo, it's Taking Back Sunday (i kinda went overboard with the whole b/w and negative colors, but i think it came out slick.) i also now have a custom heading with my blogdrive's name on it! pretty hip, right? you know it. so yesterday kinda sucked. i was going to do something with meri but she was in new hampshire for the whole day at her cousin's(?) wedding... i think it was her cousin at least. so since i didnt know she wasn't coming home, i didnt bother to make any other plans so i pretty much just sat around all day. me and mark made a funbox on friday. its pretty sick, it has a metal siding and we're trying to attach a rail to the opposite side, but i dont think that's gonna work out. i started writing with ashfield on saturday and we practiced 2 new songs- the used, "buried myself alive" and thrice, "the artist in the ambulence." i think they're coming out well. last full week of school, i'm stoked for summer. me and mark are gonna skip the last day to skate boston. thats gonna be a lot of fun! i cant wait. we'll probably bring john and bryan along too. im hoping to hang out with meri before school ends, that way itll be easier on both of us if we want to hang out this summer. i dont have much else to write about except that Adelaide is going to get underway soon. once rustin leaves for... wherever he's going. we already have some good ideas, so ill keep everyone updated on that. later, yo.
Current Music
Taking Back Sunday, "Great Romances of the 20th Century"
Thrice, "Cold Cash, Colder Hearts"
Refused, "Refused are Fucking Dead"
Posted at 8:20 am by Atwood
Saturday, June 12, 2004
All hail the heartbreaker
alright, no matter how much bryan doesn't want to admit it, people are really pissed at him. with good reason. he takes veronica away from rustin, then when he has veronica he decides that he doesnt want to be with her, so he dumps her. yeah, pretty gay thing to do. the worst part about this is, both rustin and veronica still think he's SO great. i'm not pissed at him at all, i just lost all respect for him. i can't even say he's my friend anymore. because he's not, i'd never have anything to do with someone like that. yeah, that's how wrong this seems to me. its just the most low thing he could've ever done. you fucked up bad, bryan... you're so god damned selfish. maybe someday he'll do something to make it right, but i highly, highly doubt that.
Current Music
The Spill Canvas, "All Hail the Heartbreaker"
Reel Big Fish, "SR"
Gatsby's American Dream, "The Dragon of Pendor"
Posted at 7:57 am by Atwood
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
okay, somehow something that i thought would totally piss meri off and screw me over worse than i was before (why'd i still say it? cause it needed to be said, that's why) turned into something really good that got at least a little bit of this mess straightened out and started to get us back on track and not just trying to avoid each other. i actually feel better...
Posted at 7:31 pm by Atwood
Well, if you wanted honestly, that's all you had to say
wait, what? im okay? what the hell was i thinking, im not okay... this is just going to make it next to impossible to trust anyone again. i was down and then i just got thrown on my face. this is so bad. this is gonna hurt me so much in the long run. i dont know how im gonna trust anyone anymore. why didnt i see it this time? i continue to trust these people and then i just get fucked in the end. im so god damned stupid... i just wanted to see something there. fuck it, i'm done................................
Posted at 6:46 pm by Atwood
So me and meri are over for now, but its cool cause it was fun while it lasted. maybe when some stuff blows over, we can give it another shot. that's all for now
Posted at 1:06 pm by Atwood
Monday, June 07, 2004
Well they're never gonna get me, like a bullet through a flock of doves
wow. life's getting interesting. drama fucking everywhere. the whole bryan/rustin/chloe/veronica thing... whoa, thats a mess. and me and meri. i dont even know whats going on there right now. today was... different. meri didnt show up so no news there. ashfield is going to start practicing twice a week, so thats a good thing. i was operating on 5 hours of sleep all day (i couldnt sleep last night, so much to think about.) me and bryan are already making plans for another insane weekend. if this is ANYTHING what this summer is gonna be, we're gonna have a blast (we're gonna get busted and totally fucked by the end of the summer, but itll be so worth it.) i hope that bryan and veronica get together. bryan's one of my best friends already and i just met veronica but she's a REALLY cool chick. they're really good for each other. i want to see that work out. so good luck to them, i hope all goes well. tomorrow's looking to be another confusing day, this is like a fucking soap opera, yo!
Current Music
My Chemical Romance, "You Know What They Do to Guys Like Me in Jail"
Motion City Soundtrack, "Throwdown"
Name Taken, "You Do it So Well"
My Chemical Romance, "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"
Posted at 5:46 pm by Atwood
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